Does everyonelse live this way?

Dresden dolls are my savior currently; I'm having one of those "Nothing realy matters anymore" days; and I'm aware of it; which is good; becuase I can think before I say something and stop before I say it and make it sound worse than it is. So marijuana isn't bad for you; I know this; or at least in my opinion but I haven't been the most sober of people in about a month and a half; I'm sure I'll end up hanging out with someone today; and get high that way since I ran out day before yesterday; it's becoming ridiculous. A little bit.

I really don't even feel like talking about what's made me feel this way; i just kind of woke up thsi way; then went through this huge argument between nana & I that would go on if I said anything about the dishes, in my head; and it upset me becuae I knew exactly how that would go; and ray would take her side. and excuse her actions with "well that's how she's always been; you dno't know half of it" I shouldn't have to know any of that ......bitter.

That's what I am today; bitter.